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Journal Entry: Thu Mar 13, 2014, 9:27 AM
I have no words for this yet...

Other than   . . . T H A N K   Y O U ! ! !

Daily Deviation - Given 2014-03-04 - for my collage "undiscovered self" :
undiscovered self by yFyArt

  • Mood: Awestruck

elaborate cobweb, ever tightening noose

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 7, 2014, 7:41 PM




      I've been upset at your reply. Either you don't
       believe me, or aren't taking me seriously, or don't
 care. I am in the position of the person being
       terrorized, tortured, etc., nonstop, 24/7, with
 no one at all to help me in any way. You could
    have at least done what you wrote for me to do,
 to send them the url's to my dA journals.*
     I am on the verge of being murdered potentially
      at any moment and I am under too much torture
      and too complicated a case of terrorism to just go
      ask for help on my own and expect anything other
       than being thrown into a hospital in the condition
 I'm in. The hospital is one of the worst ideas
     because that's when the terrorists + hate crime
 groups + crime chains, get to weave an even
 more elaborate cobweb around me, or a noose
 that is increasingly impossible to get out of.



  • Mood: Screwed

... over and out.

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 27, 2014, 7:52 PM
I'm pretty sure that actually most of my situation falls under Terrorism rather than Hate-crime alone. I knew that almost all along, but Hate-Crime of course sounds more convincing, especially to people who prefer to fall back on dismissing me as just crazy without being open-minded, realistic, patient or considerate enough to get the details; and is also naturally much easier to deal with, as in, you just need a Hate-Crime lawyer and can solve it, rather than something like the CIA, FBI, Homeland Security or some such to rescue you and do the professional investigation necessary; which is also impossible for me to get to on my own with my disability of depression and social anxiety and all the while being subject to this absolute and literal nonstop general as well as personally-custom-tailored Terrorism, plus the Hate Crime and everything else, every step along wherever I go at all times. This is 21st century Terrorism, keep in mind, and it's originated and founded largely in Cyber-terrorism, so it's not the lower-tech kind of cell-phone bomb Terrorism at all. Maybe you're beginning to get it, maybe not.
Anyway, I don't know if there's any way out. Certainly not if I keep trying all by myself without anyone on my side even really knowing or I'm afraid actually believing what I'm talking about. So I'm starting to lose so much hope that for the first time it occurred to me that my stubborn will to live and strong fighting spirit are not going to make it and maybe being all alone in this, with so little left to live for as they destroy every moment of my life, my ability to be one thousandth as productive at my artwork as I used to be, and always risking making Zen, who is close to deaf, suddenly, absent-mindedly put me in the last place where I'd be safe - a hospital; as I was saying, having less and less to fight with and to live for, I may do exactly what they want me to do and opt myself out.


  • Mood: Mortified

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Yana Filkovsky - Saito
Artist | Professional | Varied
United States
Art became my Life about two decades ago -via Sculpture, & Painting. Unsurprisingly, at college I became a (Traditional) Print-maker & Book-Artist. I also minored in Art-History as well as in Psychology, which I frequently draw on for my subject-matter. My love for nature and exploration led me to SCUBA diving 15 years ago and I became a Master SCUBA Diver within a few years. Naturally, for my Master of Fine Arts, at graduate school I pursued Motion Graphics, Animation, Video Art and Digital Media in general.
I've also been writing both Prose and Poetry, often in conjunction with my visual art, both still and moving images with text, and occasionally Sound.
Throughout the years I received some awards & had several exhibitions, mostly around New York City, and others elsewhere in the United States and a few abroad.
Now I aim to keep creating Multidimensional, Multimedia Artworks; combine traditional & digital elements, collaborate with other artists; I wish to construct such work as Immersive Installation Environments.
Thematically, all my work is borne of and intended to convey some aspect of the Human Experience, in simultaneously Universal and Individually Subjective terms.
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A LITTLE THANK YOU by Sugaree33-Art  
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HAppy birthday!
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Classy Thank You by Sugaree33-Art  very much!! :) :)
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Happy Birthday, Yana :heart:
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Blue Thank You by KmyGraphic  
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Revamp of another thank you by Sugaree33-Art  

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You're welcome, hope you had a great day! :)
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Happy Birthday to you !! :rose:
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Thank-you by KmyGraphic  very much!! 
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Thank You Stamp by Sugaree33-Art  
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Happy Birthday, Yana!!
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